i dont know where've u gone and i never knew why..
let me delcare. i've no school tmr! *shouts of joy* a miserable holiday in the midst of a hectic week. i truly appreciate it as miserable as it may be. when u're so tired out by the week's workload, any holiday would be like an oasis in e desert. u'd thank god a whole lot for it. ironically, tmr's packed.

just now over msn, me and louie were just discussing about friendship. indeed i wonder how many wud remain my friends after i move on from this life station to the next. how many wud actually bother to keep in contact. it's sad that how sometimes friendship can be built on such flimsy foundation like similar interests, etc. take that away and the friendship crumbles.. but over the years i've learnt to move on from such tragedy.. they repeat themselves anyway. no pt getting emo over it.

ok i've many things to do tonight. many things to plan. i want to sleep. soemtimes i feel like a kid being pushed to adulthood. the difference btw adults and kids is that when kids whine abt not doing sth, pple give in but not to an adult. can i be a kid for once?
somehow im grossed out by my previous entry.. but ok la.. in different mood previously.. anyway im feeling ultra awake now cos i had a tiny cup of espresso just now. it works wonders u know.. those who find it hard to keep awake while studying shld drink tt. ok im hungry now. shall go hunt for food!
i so wanna make u proud of me. make u smile. but more often than not i know i only managed to make u grieve.. but rest assure. im trying. im progressing. im reaching.

the lights are dimmed, the music is playing and im almost transcending into another dimension. everything seem so dreamy now. i just love this feeling. indulging in this romantic night. i want to fall asleep this way every night..
school is boring as ever.. so unhappening.. but thank god it has been rather relaxed this week.. slow pace.. but i know i seriously need to gear up to chiong for mid years..

june's coming.. activities are piling up.. i wonder when will we be able to stop and catch our breath b4 we move on again.